verb: rest; 3rd person present: rests; past tense: rested; past participle: rested; gerund or present participle: resting
cease work or movement in order to relax, refresh oneself, or recover strength.
"he needed to rest after the feverish activity"
Sometimes it feels like I am drowning. I remember this time last year we were in much the same place we are now-surgeries, hospital stays, doctor visits, ER visits-it just never seems to stop. This year has been a mix of all of us have medical issues. I think everyone other than our youngest has spent time in the hospital or the ER or had surgery this year.
The one thing we have not done is rest.
With a family of 5 and parents who both hold full-time jobs (albeit mine is a telecommute position, which is sometimes a gift and sometimes a burden), we seem to always be in motion. The girls both ride horses (at different barns, of course) and our teenage son (who does not drive yet) always has friends he wants to see or places he wants to go.
Sometimes we have to rest. And if we don't do it on our own, sometimes our bodies will force us to do so through injury or illness.
It's hard to rest sometimes. I have learned to do so, not by choice, but because my body (or the chronic illness and pain it bears), requires me to do so. My teenager is good at resting, as long as it doesn't interfere with his other plans. My girls have not yet conquered the process of resting, they seem to need entertainment or distraction A LOT (I read somewhere that it is good for kids to be bored during summer break...clearly this person was not a parent).
That brings me to my husband.
I have posted before about how he is the pillar of strength that holds me and our children up. He is, by a large margin, the strongest of the two of us. But he needs to rest. He is not good at rest. He is good at work and cooking, cleaning and parenting. He is an amazing father and husband. But, he sucks at resting.
His need for rest has meant that I have had to step up and boy has that been challenging. Since he had neck fusion surgery 3 weeks ago we have had a pile of dramatic events. 3 ER visits, 1 hospital stay, and other (more stressful-if you can imagine) events.
Don't get me wrong, I still don't feel strong and he still is very active in all aspects of raising our children and running our household (often too active for his recovery period). But, despite my lack of confidence, I have picked up and done the best I could so he can get some much need rest and relaxation (okay, rest maybe, but I don't see him relax much still).
In this season of our lives, it is my turn to step up to the plate and care for my husband the way he has always cared for me. I doubt I will do as good a job as he does, but I will give it everything I have, so he can rest.